Live moves fast - if you blink you just might miss it

I can't believe I only have 33 more days of school left. I am so tired of it already and it is almost over. I do not know what I want more, school to end, or to relish in these fleeting friendships I have. I know life will change and I am mixed. I am happy to be getting rid of high school and I am sad to be saying goodbye to all of my friends. I know not completely, some will stick, but for my brother, life drastically changed. I am not ready to move on completely. This summer should be interesting. I am going on four trips with the church. One, the Puerto Rico trip, I am now in charge of. This is crazy. I am sure if this is a good idea or not. I am giving this to God obviously. Life just moves fast. I went to visit the newest Littlefield last week and I thought, Kathy was my babysitter. This is just odd. Things have almost made a complete circle. I have known her long enough to see her have her first kid. (I am so excited for her though.) Sometimes I wish I could stop the world from spinning, just to get a glimspe of where I am going. Right now, I wander and pace around the house because I have virtually nothing to do for school and yet at the same time complain when my teachers assign work to do. It is an odd paradox. Next week is TAKS and well, I will be checking out almost everyday.

"Life takes work. Do you know what I mean when I say I don't want to be alone?" - Jars of Clay